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guilty and depressed I'm still around... which is quite a suprise, especially to me.
I haven't really done much. Been seeing Andy a bit, he's just been there 4 me 2 let me ramble on and get things out aswell as taking me 2 c a film the other night which was really sweet of him. His fiancey wasn't very happy to say the least. but she's just an overparanoid bitch anyway.
Been to see my councillor. It hasn't helped an awful lot. She said the 1 thing that cheers me up seems to be friends but i've noticed i seem 2 have a cervere lack of them lately so no wonder i'm feeling so crap. Especially after i was out of order to kirsty. The 1 person who was always there 4 me and could always cheer me up.
kirsty if you're reading this then PLEAZE acept my apoligy. I was a bitch 2 u and u didn't deserve it @ all, especially not the whole attempted attack thing with my sisters friends and i realy am sorry 4 that. I'm glad they didn't hurt u. Quite the reverze actually, b cause u ended up defending urself well. I can't b leave how horrible i was doing that just bcos u wouldn't go out with Darren so yet again i apoligise. Youve been the only person who understands and has been able 2 help me and i really need u right now. Righting this i h8 myself even more now after realizing what i've done 2 u. Ive been a terible friend but i hope u can 4give me. I also hope u r ok and r having a good summer. pleaze reply to mu comment i left.
I've been invited to Andy's barbecue 2night. I dont no if i should go bcos his fiancey will b there and i no she doesn't want me around andy. Oh well. May go to get out of the house.
so that is all i really have to say....
Anonymous
August 22 2005, 15:35:11 UTC 6 years ago
It's Kelly
It's Kelly here....To be honest i don't think you are sorry. You keep on saying sorry and then going and doing other things to upset people. After the accusations you made about Kirsty splitting up me and Matt you still went on and got your sister and her chavvy friends against Kirsty simply because she wouldn't go out with Darren. If i didn't know that Kirsty was such a kind, forgiving person (who definately didn't deserve that!) then i wouldn't be able to physically understand why she forgave you for the Matt accusations because if i was her i certainly wouldn't of.
You say you've got all these problems but you bring a large number of them on yourself, and then have the cheek to ask friends to be there for you when you've treated them like rubbish. I'm sorry i'm being so blunt but you need to take a look at the way your treat people.
Sorry but i do not forgive you for the Kirsty/Matt situation, and nor do i forgive you for ATTEMPTING to get Kirsty (one of my best friends!) punched by your sisters friends. I've apoligised to kirsty for letting you make me doubt her loyalty to me as a friend. You planned that whole thing Claire to turn us friends against each other and your a nasty piece of work. I haven't known you for that long really, and it doesn't bother me that i may not see/speak to you ever again!
I just felt that i needed to get my point of view across to you claire, so stop bitching that you have a lack of friends and start thinking about why. Maybe if you weren't such a utter cow to people you wouldn't feel like such shit.
If there is ever a day when you've changed and aren't a TOTAL bitch to the people who used to care about you and you don't go around slagging off people you don't know:
"His fiancey wasn't very happy to say the least. but she's just an overparanoid bitch anyway."
then i might consider being friends with you again. But until then i'd advise you not to try and talk to me as if nothings happened. Matt doesn't want anything to do with you either which is why he's not answering your calls, or did you just think his phone was off?
So i congratulate you on loosing two of your what?....... 5 friends that are left?
Kelly
P.S If Kirsty does forgive you like you so badly want her too, then i'd make sure you don't do anything else to upset her/piss her off.
October 1 2005, 03:36:42 UTC 6 years ago
i saw something like this at http://www.livejournal.com/users/banshee